Tuesday, December 27, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
Uncovered
It does frighten me sometimes when I realize I really don't know where I'm heading in life but it is this feeling that makes me all the more look towards to tomorrow because only through this process I will be able to uncover my story in life.
Monday, October 31, 2011
Fretting The Future
Oh no!!! A year just passed like in a jiffy!!! Next year I'll be facing exams again!!
This year I felt as if studying didn't exist and exams barely mattered.... That's because I didn't take it seriously... But guess what, when I started to take studies more serious, I found out that I've missed out on much, too much.
I'm now quite afraid of every step I take, fretting what will happen next, but regretting I didn't sometimes.
This year I felt as if studying didn't exist and exams barely mattered.... That's because I didn't take it seriously... But guess what, when I started to take studies more serious, I found out that I've missed out on much, too much.
I'm now quite afraid of every step I take, fretting what will happen next, but regretting I didn't sometimes.
Sunday, October 30, 2011
Betrayal
Shattered pieces of trust,
That would have never began to rust,
was broken down by betrayal,
Lies all over the floor because humans weren't loyal,
Each crack brought me suffering,
Each sharp tip leaves me grieving.
Someone innocent and guiltless,
might trample upon your brokenness,
And in the end the both of us,
will get hurt by it because I was careless.
But you needn't do it alone,
Jesus will help you through His throne,
So glue it back with forgiveness,
For He did on Calvary taught me unending mercies.
That would have never began to rust,
was broken down by betrayal,
Lies all over the floor because humans weren't loyal,
Each crack brought me suffering,
Each sharp tip leaves me grieving.
Someone innocent and guiltless,
might trample upon your brokenness,
And in the end the both of us,
will get hurt by it because I was careless.
But you needn't do it alone,
Jesus will help you through His throne,
So glue it back with forgiveness,
For He did on Calvary taught me unending mercies.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Please.. Stop... Just Stop!!!
I hate arguing, I terribly hate it!! My family(involving the 2 generations above me which lives in Seremban, excluding those living else where), is always arguing over the construction in their shop. Every time they go somewhere to eat or maybe even at the shop or house, they will either complain, argue or talk like super loud as if the contractor is right in front of them. Me being the "what-do-you-know" teenager plugs my ears into my iPod and immerse myself into music but the sound still gets in... Yup~ that's how loud they're talking... And yes, my iPod is on full blast...
I try so hard not to get involve in their worthless arguing but they can go on about it for hours. So, what do I do? Shut myself up by either sleeping, studying or reading... None of those worked though, well, maybe the sleeping worked, for awhile. I gave up acting like their not there and ended up making myself not there... Which means I go out and stay out and away from the screaming and shouting. Filling my day with events like going tuition, going out with friends, attending a Saturday youth fellowship in an unfamiliar church (my favourite part)...
Staying away is sooo much easier because I have fun in these events and the time pass super fast compare to ignoring arguments. I notice I rather go school and be lifeless than staying at home listening to negative and worthless and annoying arguings...
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