Saturday, July 30, 2011

Fear That Becomes Faith

Extracted from the book "In The Eye Of The Storm" by Max Lucado.

John Newton had served on the seas since he was eleven years old. His father, an English shipmaster in the Mediterranean, took him aboard and trained him well for a life in the Royal Navy.


Yet what John gained in experience, he lacked in discipline. He mocked authority. Ran with the wrong crowd. Indulged in the sinful ways of a sailor. Although his training would have qualified him to serve as an officer, his behavior caused him to be flogged and demoted.


In his early twenties, he made his way to Africa, where he became intrigued with the lucrative slave trade. At age twenty-one, he made his living on the Greyhound, a slave ship crossing the Atlantic Ocean.


John ridiculed the moral and poked fun at the religious. He even made jokes about a book that would eventually help reshape his life: The Imitation of Christ. In fact, he was degrading that book a few hours before his ship sailed into an angry storm.

That night the waves pummeled the Greyhound, spinning the ship one minute on the top of a wave. Plunging her the next into a watery valley.

John awakened to find his cabin filled with water. A side of the Greyhound had collapsed. Ordinarily such damage would have sent a ship to the bottom in a matter of minutes. The Greyhound, however, was carrying buoyant cargo and remained afloat.

John worked at the pumps all night. For nine hours, he and the other sailors struggled to keep the ship from sinking. But he knew that it was a losing cause. Finally, when his hopes were more battered than the vessel, he threw himself on the saltwater-soaked deck and pleaded, “If this will not do, then Lord have mercy on us all.”

John didn’t deserve mercy, but he received it. The Greyhound and her crew survived.

John never forgot God’s mercy shown on that tempestuous day in the roaring Atlantic. He returned to England where he became a prolific composer. You’ve sung his songs, like this one:
Amazing grace! how sweet the sound,
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found,
was blind, but now I see.
 
This slave-trader-turned-songwriter was John Newton.

Along with his hymn writing, he also became a powerful pulpiteer. For nearly fifty years, he filled pulpits and churches with the story of the Savior who meets you and me in the storm.

A year or two before his death, people urged him to give up preaching because of his failing sight. “What!” he explained. “Shall the old African blasphemer stop while he can yet speak?”

He wouldn’t stop. He couldn’t stop. What had begun as a prayer of fear resulted in a lifetime of faith. During his last years, someone asked him about his health. He confessed that his powers were failing. “My memory is almost gone,” he said, “but I remember two things: I am a great sinner, and Jesus is a great Savior.”

What more do you and I need to remember?

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Selflessnes VS. Selfishness

 Selfishness
The 1st Chinese character I learned how to write was “我” Which also means "I",  "me" or "myself". Then only I learned "you" and "we", see what they teach in life? They teach you to put yourself, in front of everything else. 

Selfishness means to denote an excessive or exclusive concern with oneself, and as such it exceeds a mere self interest or self concern.

When I was still a child, every time my friends borrow stuff from me, I would count 1 use as 1 sen. (I know, such a big fuss over such a small thing, right?) I was as selfish as any other children would be, children are like that they can't share are their things. When I got older, i was introduce to Selflessness.

Selflessness

Luke 6:27-31

[27] "But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, [28] bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you. [29] If someone strikes you on one cheek, turn to him the other also. If someone takes your cloak, do not stop him from taking your tunic. [30] Give to everyone who asks you, and if anyone takes what belongs to you, do not demand it back. [31] Do to others as you would have them do to you. 


 "What?!" you would ask, "LOVE someone who HATES you?" It's not an easy task, but it is not impossible. Jesus dies for us, on the cross while we still looked at Him with eyes full of hatred. This is what you call selflessness. 

2 Corinthians 3:18
So all of us who have had that veil removed can see and reflect the glory of the Lord. And the Lord — who is the Spirit — makes us more and more like him as we are changed into his glorious image.

The Holy Bible teaches us to walk in Jesus' footsteps and follow Him, so why can't we be like Him? We might not even have to die like He did.



Do not be a selfish person, but be a selfless person. Keep Luke 6:27-31 in your heart, and every time you see the person you hate, think of what Christ had done for you.

Monday, July 25, 2011

Why Did I Run?

I love running, but i am not a good runner, running makes me feel free. Ironically, i hate to run far distance. So, i took a challenge, to run a half marathon.

On the day, i was purely excited! I woke up at 4.10am, originally i wanted to wake up at 4.30am but i was SO excited i woke up before my alarm did it's job. Pek Sing picked me up cause my mom was too lazy to wake up. I reached there and i was still very excited!

After registering, i pinned on my number: K 3929 and guess what?! I saw my BFF, Colleen!! We did warm-ups together and acted like weirdo's together, I didn't care what people think, cause IT DOESN'T MATTER. Why not you choose? Having fun enjoying yourself and going crazy with your friend or having "fun" acting cool with your friend trying to look normal?! Which is more fun? I know my answer, do you?

The race was about to start, the guys went 1st, then only the girls, Colleen pulled me forward, the guys already started, i saw Kenneth, Timothy, Shaphan, Shaker, Ah Jie (he's a guy), Kah Wai and a lot more. The girl started 5 minutes later, me and Colleen was almost in the way front.

The gun shot went off, we started jogging, of course i can't sprint in the start, i would lose all my energy, i kept at a constant pace with Colleen. I started slowing down about 30 minutes later, passing by church and the fire station. Then i bumped into Shaphan or he literally bumped me, couldn't hear a thing he said with my ears plugged into my iPod. Colleen wacked him, like really hard. Then i slowed down too much cause i could take it anymore. Struggling to keep up with Colleen, i told her to run 1st.

Somewhere in between I bought a bottle of water, wrong move! You shouldn't drink water while running a marathon, water hydrates your body, making your body think it is time to rest. Then, i bought a 100 Plus, an isotonic drink, correct! you should drink isotonic drink while running. As time passed i saw Kenneth, Yuki, Audrey, Hui Hui (with her super-funny-wings-like hair) and then i saw Shaker. So looked around for Pek Sing but i didn't find her, too bad. I tried poking him, but he was 1cm too far apart. So i gave up.


To my surprise i reached and got a medal, but guess what i didn't know what place i got, cause i was too tired to hear, look or even ask. I saw Colleen, gave her a hug and collapsed!! Totally weak, i applied counter pain on my legs for they were shaking from exhaustion. Colleen ask someone to spray Salonpas on my leg and her's.

Then, me, Colleen and her brother, Timothy walked back to church all wet and stinky! By the time i got home everything below my waist felt extremely painful sores!!! But i DID finish the race. So it didn't matter, God helped me through it all. I wanted to give up, nevertheless I finished the race.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Who Am I?

This song really touched my heart!! 
Who Am I by Casting Crowns.
 

Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.

Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.

Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
Cause I am yours..
I am yours..